Car Show in Austin

Last Saturday we went to race track to watched car show and cars doing drifting. It was fun to see my oldest son having a blast. When I was pregnant with him my hubby bought a lot of hot wheels cars for him and we used to go to race track. When he was born we bought him more car toys or anything that has something to do with cars. Since then he became fascinated with cars and every time we go shopping he ask for cars. His favorite movie is CARS and his favorite character is Lightning Mc Queen. I'm amazed that he knows more cars than I do. Like his Dad he likes Mustang and likes Mustang Magazine even though he doesn't know to read yet he knows the word Mustang and know what the Mustang cars looks like. That's one thing we did before we go to Philippines just hang out and bond as a whole family. Speaking of going to PI we are leaving next weekend. I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I'm nervous because I have two kids with me traveling that long. I have a toddler and an infant, time to be a big girl lol. I'm hoping everything will be smooth through out the whole trip.

Going to Philippines

Next month we are going to Philippines to stay there for a while. I need to take a break from everything that is going on right now with my marriage. I am hoping that this separation will help us find what is missing and lacking in our relationships. All I can think of right now is to be more independent. I will start doing that and the first step is for me to learn to drive. I will going driver's ed in Philippines and come back once I learn to drive. For now I want to be positive in all of this. Everything happened for a reason and whatever reason behind all of this I'm hoping it will be for the good of us and for the kids.

I Like This Song

Someday

Nina
Someday, you’ll gonna realize
One day, you’ll see this through my eyes
But then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I can’t

I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the last guy on earth
Well, I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long, won’t take long

[chorus]
‘Cause someday, someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone’s gonna take your place
One day, I’ll forget about you
You’ll see, I won’t even miss you
Someday, someday / Someday, I know someone’s gonna be there

But now, I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doin’ well
But one day, these tears
They will all run dry
I won’t have to cry sweet goodbye

[repeat chorus 2x]

Ahh yeah yeah

Love

LOVE: We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it & Loose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define & IMPOSSIBLE to live without.
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What is Love

Here's a love quote I found while surfing the net. Have a great day ahead everybody!

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine